Currently Listening Californication By Red Hot Chili Peppers see related

Up yours
Stop your whining
Feeling swell
I'm doing fine
Yeah fuck your suicide
It's all bullshit 'cause I tried
And it really don't impress me all that much

Up yours
What you find
Sit right down
I got time
And you say here comes the end
And you haven't got a friend
And I'm standing here just screaming at the wall

Up yours
Stop your whine
What ya got
I got mine
And you shake your stupid head
And you wish that you were dead
And I swear sometimes you're happier than me

And you know it's hard to be
All the things you want me to be
And you go and make it hard on me
But I swear that anything you could be I could be can't you see

Up yours
Got no mind
That's too bad
You got time
Yeah, fuck your silly game
'Cause it's driving me insane
And it really doesn't matter much to me

--Up Yours--

----Goo Goo Dolls---

I love this song, it makes me feel better any time I hear it or read it. 

I dont know why either, probably because its so straightforward and

I wish that people could be more like that.  Theres been a lot on the

mind lately, nothing that really seems to stick out more than the other

thoughts, but its all been kinda swirling around in my mind. I suppose

it has to do with college, getting a job, finishing school, just a bunch of things

its insane. hmmm....I suppose I'm done for now. later

Mar

I'm in huge Pittsburgh having huge times....thats the "nc" talk coming out, only cause I'm here. Its fun. I love hanging out up here yay!! Red Hot Chili Peppers on May 9th and Goo Goo Dolls on April 25th!  eeeek!! So EXCITED!

Kay, thats all for now. byessss

Mar

"And I'd give up forever to touch you

Cause I know that you feel me somehow

You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be

And I don't want to go home right now,

And all I can taste is this moment

And all I can breathe is your life

When sooner or later it's over

I just dont wanna miss you tonight"

Yesterday was a bad day for me, everything went wrong....and by the time I arrived to the Debs ball I was on the verge of a nervous breakdown....I was freaking out...nothing went right....after I left Ambers my hair go messed up so I tried to fix it, and then it looked terrible, and my make up made me look like a french whore, my nails were a mess, I had no time to finish up anything, I felt so gross, and then when I saw all the other girls and how gorgeous they all looked...I about vomited....but it got better as the night went on I guess...Greg was the bestest escort ever, he was so sweet and I think that if it werent for him I wouldn't have had a good night. Afterwards we went to my dads house and partied. haha. It was so much fun, we ended up staying up till 6:30 in the morning and everyone had to get up early for church or whatever. haha. crazy fun.

Today I slept and woke up, and came home, and looked at pictures, and slept and woke up and ate and now I'm here. haha. So....I kinda have this empty like feeling. Oh well...I'm gonna go write. byess

Mar

oh wonderful

I'm in a strange mood, I feel lost...Kind of in a good mood though. I dont know. Thats all